xmy:

My mind is going crazy. I question everything I do. I try to put together this puzzle piece that’s laid right in front of my eyes, yet I just can’t. What’s missing? What the fuck am I doing wrong? Nothing makes sense.

I refuse to believe that this is all a lie. I convinced my mind & soul to trust you. But, history can repeat itself. Lies will repeat itself. I’m constantly trying to fight this battle, I’m not losing, but I ain’t winning either. Only if things were simpler, easier, then I can ask you where we’re standing. Quite frankly, I don’t know the answer to that, yet I’m so afraid to question you. I’m scared.

I don’t like where I’m standing.

11 Sep 2010 at 06:44pm